It would be nice to be able to just follow a dream or turn your life inside out whenever you need it.
However if you've got a family that depends on you that's not only nearly impossible but also a very scary proposition.
I would suggest using your real name here and try to link up with an entrepreneur or an investor who could maybe help fund your dream to create something new.
I don't talk to anyone.
I look at the crap you're using and make something new.
I give you the URL.
Figure it out on your own.
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