You know.... I am crying now.
Death seems to glaze at me every time I start wasting my life again. I know that this is stupid, but I just can't help it.
I am terribly sorry. Really. The funny thing is that I don't even know this guy - but I really like him.
Nietzsche said that suicide thoughts are a wonderful comfort - they help us get through a lot of bad nights... and you know, today - right now, actually - it feels good to be such a coward.
It feels good to be incapable of taking my own life... no matter how stupid I am, no matter how fucked up everything and everyone is.
I am really terribly sorry... I just don't know what to say.