I beg to differ. If there’s one thing consistent with a model M is its feel. Are you sure your keyboard is working properly? I do have two, and all keys have the exact same feel and weight activation.
I also own a topre hhkb and it’s a totally different experience - specially the model S with the additional rubber rings.
Having dealt with depression and anxiety for the past 12y, meditation was key to keep me sane.
I've learnt (although I still have my ups and downs) that to get better, you have to get rid of bad habits and stick to a "healthy" plan; ie. 1) Try to regulate your sleep time 2) Exercise 3) go out in the sun or take vitamin D supplements 4) meditate
I didn't jump on the digitalocean bandwagon after the linode incident and surprisingly I'd a similar situation but with a positive outcome: Had U$20 past due for close to 20+ days due to my credit card being blocked (was stolen), and Linode proceded to remove the server. Once I paid what was due, they recovered the machine in no time.
I also own a topre hhkb and it’s a totally different experience - specially the model S with the additional rubber rings.