Look for a new job and find something you truly love - I always loved the companies I worked with and It is difficult for me to lose that passion.
When you were yonger you were backed by somebody providing you food and a bed where to sleep ... you were more relaxed. Getting older means having more responsibilities and spending too much time on projects you simply love but dont’t bring money in is not feasible at all . Of course, it all depends from your lifestyle and how you want to live.
If you are lucky enough to be able to make money from any of your side projects - well... well done;)
When you were yonger you were backed by somebody providing you food and a bed where to sleep ... you were more relaxed. Getting older means having more responsibilities and spending too much time on projects you simply love but dont’t bring money in is not feasible at all . Of course, it all depends from your lifestyle and how you want to live.
If you are lucky enough to be able to make money from any of your side projects - well... well done;)