this is exactly what I was referring to. You are saying it is emotional without understanding the real circumstances of the situation.
There is no legitimate way for me to migrate out or to get a position that is remote other than the one I have. I do not have skills that can attract any other roles to myside. The only skills I have is very specialized to a narrow field.
Anything that would make my resume standout. I do not have that "wow" factor that screams, "I want to work with this guy." As a result, even for the jobs that I am qualified, I can't get an interview. It is average. Super average.
Plus I feel that no one wants to work with me. Current work environment has made me question my skills. I believe I am sub-par at what I do.
Even in graphics, there are only two leading engines, with other minor follow-ups.
Everything is rehash of another rehash, and infinite recursion.
What is the point in all this if it means we can't get value from it?
Who is extracting value? Who is defining value? I am really curious and want to know this value that people keep saying.
Idk about west, but in many part of the living world, value is having access to clean water, reliable food, electricity, and health.
Apart from that, what is valuable?