I'd recommend "Calculus Made Easy" for intuitive exposure. It was the book Feynman studied from.
Then pick up any calculus textbook and chug through it (Thomas is good from what I've heard). Even if the questions don't have answers in the back of the book you can check your computational steps for free using: https://www.symbolab.com.
I also recommend lots of practice, so khan academy is good for drilling + any problem set book with lots of calculus problems, such as "Schaum's 3,000 Solved Problems in Calculus" or "Essential Calculus Skills Practice Workbook". They don't have to be huge calculus text, doing problems is more important than reading through 1,000s pages of colorful examples. You can find shorter calculus books that focus primarily in drilling calculus techniques. Focus on those to nail the techniques.
A person that doesn't understand the distributive property, going into Calculus 1 is not the person that is going to understand Rudin or Spivak on their own without guidance. Yet, people in mathematics communities would recommend Spivak or Rudin anyway and look down on them if they used Stewart or Thomas.
To them if you aren't learning a subject in the fullest rigor possible, then it isn't worth learning. It doesn't matter if the person doesn't even know the basics, they blindly recommend these type of books regardless.
These are excellent books once you already seen the material before, not so much for the average person that doesn't know what the distributive property is.
What is nice about this book is it includes solutions to exercises. I wish more proof-theoretic books included exercises in the back of the book like this one does. Yes, you can prove something in multiple ways, and no that isn't a good excuse to not include at least one version of the proof in the back of the book. It really benefits the self-learner. The math community seems to have a lot of artificial gatekeeping to keep non-academics out.
They do this in several ways.
1) They recommend textbooks to beginners that are too advanced for their skill level.
2) These textbooks do not include solutions and the advice given is that solutions would somehow rob them of the experience (don't let those that lack self-discipline ruin learning for non-traditional students that aren't in a formal classroom with access to professors and TAs). The self-learner needs some sort of feedback system.
3) They tell the self-learner that solutions aren't provided because everyone has the ability to know if their solutions are correct without having their work checked. Would you write a complicated program and write no test cases, or could you instantly know your program is bug free the first time you write it? Why is math suddenly any different?
Despite popular elitist opinions, I'd recommend this book over Axler for the beginner that doesn't know linear algebra. Everyone says Axler is the perfect first book in linear algebra. It really isn't. Even Axler admits this himself in the preface. He assumes that it is a second approach to the field.
But people like to be elitist and recommend books to beginners that aren't always best from a pedagogical perspective.
Those are the same class of people that recommend Rudin or Spivak to someone that wants to study elementary calculus 1 material.
Then pick up any calculus textbook and chug through it (Thomas is good from what I've heard). Even if the questions don't have answers in the back of the book you can check your computational steps for free using: https://www.symbolab.com.
I also recommend lots of practice, so khan academy is good for drilling + any problem set book with lots of calculus problems, such as "Schaum's 3,000 Solved Problems in Calculus" or "Essential Calculus Skills Practice Workbook". They don't have to be huge calculus text, doing problems is more important than reading through 1,000s pages of colorful examples. You can find shorter calculus books that focus primarily in drilling calculus techniques. Focus on those to nail the techniques.