Two years ago I suffered an extreme bout of depression and hung myself. I'd apparently called 911 beforehand so that someone prepared would find my body. The police got there first and cut me down, but I was not breathing and had aspirated (vomited into my lungs). The ambulance arrived and took me to a nearby hospital where they performed an endotracheal intubation (tube through the mouth, down the esophagus) and hooked me up to a ventilator. I was sedated for 10 days, put on longer-term life support (tracheotomy and PEG feeding tube, etc. It was expected that I would almost certainly have brain damage if I survived. The aspiration had lead to substantial pneumonia, further complicating treatment. When I awoke I was hallucinating from the sedatives and had lost all memory of the week leading up to the suicide attempt. After a few days they were able to take me off the ventilator and just use oxygen, and eventually the tracheotomy tube was removed from my throat. Luckily the opening healed, and I could speak and breath on my own. I was transferred to an inpatient mental health facility and learned to better cope with depression. There was no brain damage. Hanging has a higher rate of completed suicides than shooting. Almost all of the incomplete (survival) hangings result in permanent brain damage. I am ridiculously lucky. My survival is due to the hard work of a large number of people, for which I will always be grateful. But there's still a lot of luck involved.
Two years ago I suffered an extreme bout of depression and hung myself. I'd apparently called 911 beforehand so that someone prepared would find my body. The police got there first and cut me down, but I was not breathing and had aspirated (vomited into my lungs). The ambulance arrived and took me to a nearby hospital where they performed an endotracheal intubation (tube through the mouth, down the esophagus) and hooked me up to a ventilator. I was sedated for 10 days, put on longer-term life support (tracheotomy and PEG feeding tube, etc. It was expected that I would almost certainly have brain damage if I survived. The aspiration had lead to substantial pneumonia, further complicating treatment. When I awoke I was hallucinating from the sedatives and had lost all memory of the week leading up to the suicide attempt. After a few days they were able to take me off the ventilator and just use oxygen, and eventually the tracheotomy tube was removed from my throat. Luckily the opening healed, and I could speak and breath on my own. I was transferred to an inpatient mental health facility and learned to better cope with depression. There was no brain damage. Hanging has a higher rate of completed suicides than shooting. Almost all of the incomplete (survival) hangings result in permanent brain damage. I am ridiculously lucky. My survival is due to the hard work of a large number of people, for which I will always be grateful. But there's still a lot of luck involved.