Also from 1988. Nice writings. Btw, still in meds but same symptoms. My psych doesn
't allow me to not have those pills. I am on leave at work so not so happy about work life. But I am based in Spain so YMMV.
I am from Spain and know some agents. Those are also known events under the freemasonry term umbrella.
I have seen, after writing through Tor to a known intelligence agency, a ministry of a cabinet through my inner eye, or whatever you may call it.
Black and white video so to speak. I was even threatened by a twice loaded gun so I could go away to my own businesses in that affair.
I can talk without being in the same room with a lot of cni agents, and interestingly, this is not a known fact of the intelligence community outside it.
I can even receive and transmit figures using my mind alone. Tested with a CIA agent. Greets to the spy museum series.
I would predict in the past, a year ago or so, a future event seen as it was filmed. Also diverted pathways in the past: if I could have went into the foreign legion I could be dead at the time and my mother could had defenestrated herself after being noticed by two officers: movie style too.
Sometimes I have listened to people thoughts, small phrases without them noticing.
Disclaimer: I am not on any agency payroll at this time.
I guess this sometime replace org-mode extensively. The idea is sound. The implementation looks good.
For instance, I love org-mode export capabilities to standard formats such as pdfs and other kinds of documents. It makes it real easy to export some formulae or docs for some feature.
Plus org-mode agenda is just superior and awesome.
It was kind of a joke intent but it gives out to better naming position although unambiguous symbols to specify a symbol; such as #' for function names. Plus now that I remember the common Lisp ANSI specification is just awesome, free and locally installable and browsable from Emacs at symbols from ages. Common Lisp images were myriads ahead in an intospectable sense, like Smalltalk. Objects and primitives can use the built-in debugger to display their inwards. The environment is just plain astonishing, moreover ten years ago - when I started - and Emacs is free as in speech and compilable from scratch, plus org-mode is awesome as well. Nowadays I feel sorry of Python introspection capabilities although hinted typing improved it so much. Not to mention Common Lisp tight generated assembly and it's garbage collector which was ahead of its own: first with Boehm and then with parallel ones. SICP was nice although nicest was the one about gravitational physics, or brownian motions, also in Scheme. Good times.
lisp-1 (s) give me the chills: very much prefer doubled namespaces. Though these days I focus on systems security or threat analysis. I still fondly remember the days where I could launch Emacs with sbcl and write some Montecarlo simulations on Common Lisp with electric-parens haha Those were the days of stimulating learning
No worries. I am schizotypy but I have suffered plenty. It's not so much better than Asperger's but I can lead an autonomous life. I could prefer to be normal but there's that. Some people use it for greatness, some suffer it for live; thing is you're not alone. Please give some time to the outward world and focus on some socials from time to time. Things will be fine.