As I am an german citizen and doing a apprenticeship in a small/med Telecommunicationsprovider with 100 Employees even I am struggling with finding a job outside of 1st level support.
In GER, if you didnt studied, you literally wont get any chance of getting responsible Work. For Government and large Companies, you will come hardly over 1st/2nd/3rd Level Support.
The famous german Apprenticeship gets worthless, while Universities spit out Millions of Students with average degrees.
I failed Business Information Systems and doing an Apprenticeship as a IT Specialist, when i finished I will hardly struggle getting into IT-Project Managemant. Still don`t shure if i want to change to pure software development. Much unsecurities, but as I said I`m a beginner in working life/IT. :)
The Story is breathtaking and the teachings are divine.
It currently has the potential to change my life, i even marked some sentences and put tapes to important pages that concern my life.
Stick to a plan and try to gain a broader persepective of what your Company stands for. Break down a bigger goal into small steps.
BTW: For me this sounds like you have many possibilities but no idea what your direct Task is. Why do you go to work every day, what is the greater Goal?