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I have the same thing happening just after I became a parent. I think I was not ready for that and it resulted in great turbulence in my work life. I changed 3 jobs in < 3 years and decided to go into game dev, with very little knowledge or talent in it and now I work to get back into my normal line of work. It was a regression to a younger self, but reality is different. I dropped a job that got me 6 times the salary of anyone I know and took a break. Now I am two months into that break and want a normal job and life. Maybe I am depressed because usually I like to challenge myself, but now I don’t have the strength and will keep a more steady life.

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Most of the jobs out there are slowly evolving into small FAANGS. I started in a rather small, startup-type of company, but with time it became a big buirocratic machine. And I had a lot of collegues I wish know how to evaluate time and space complexity.

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I think the author means exactly that type of vacation feels boring. I know it is strange, but some people feel best when working towards a goal, it is like a drug I guess. If I go on such vacation, then yes - if it is packed with activities this makes thing better, BUT if you have a small child like me, then you cant do much to exert you energy except doing chores and things I am not good at and I get a bit restless. If however I manage to work just for 2 hours on something I become a whole different man after that and I can enjoy my vacation better. I realise that I might be boring to other people by doing so, but learned to accept this.

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I share the same feelings. After covid hit I learned that I am not that self-sufficient and I need “the world” to recognize my work. Problem is that, WFH makes it harder to prove yoursef, so I just work my brains off and hope that someday I will prove myself out there. Other thing is that I like to do a lot of “solo” stuff — play guitar, work on side projects, etc. and this does not get along well with family dinners or being in a hotel somewhere. If I do not work at least couple hours a day, even weekends I get really grumpy. I always have some goals and projects to do, ever since a teenager, so I do not think I can and want to change.

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