Embarrassing. My heart is supposed to break for you because nobody else wanted to eat your kind of Cheetos? One of the most materially fortunate people who ever lived, richer than pharaohs and emperors of the past, still finds some way to write this tedious thing about being poor... at a startup... probably in California. Could you at least go visit rural areas of Cambodia or Nepal or something to get some vague notion of what being poor is like? Hint: it means you can't buy anything because you don't have any money, and there's hardly any way to get any.