I used to hate SQL when I was a backend engineer. I had difficulties understanding exactly this mental model and tried to avoid writing SQL by using ORMs. At some point I “accidentally” switched to data engineering and was forced to get to grips with SQL. I think that in the meantime I warmed up to a functional programming style which helped me to some extent.
I can absolutely understand that. Even though I like my job as a software engineer, I can always think of better things. I would rather have more time for family and friends, for hobbies (even if they overlap with my job) or for sports and health care.
But what I find worst is that the job will probably never get along with my own ideals or principles. I often have to solve problems at work in a way that I myself don't agree with. But it's not about what I want or think, but what the team and the employer wants. That's what annoys me the most.
I really have mixed feelings about that, but I am really curious to see what's happening.
Some people also experimented with some kernel modules written in Rust on FreeBSD.
If rust + linux is a success story, maybe FreeBSD could learn from it and adopt some ideas.