there are numerous parameters to consider on this kind of topic.
you leaning into some particular culture does not make it the way a individual will change. don't make it so complex.
it is more of a context than a rigid self one, i think. Also I think what you are doing is fine unless you want to change it yourself(which you could have realised already by now).
Well, it is nice to have knowledge that there are people of different personalities and it may not be what you are trying to think it could be.