The world can't satisfy the human soul. You're having an Ecclesiastes moment. Therapists are secular pseudo-preists and can't solve a problem of meaning when they can only work within an a-teleological paradigm. I'd recommend the book "Nihilism, the Root of the Revolution of the Modern Age" by Fr. Seraphim Rose, an Eastern Orthodox convert who went on to co-found a monastery in California. There are pdfs and epubs available online, as well as an audiobook on YouTube.
If you look for meaning you'll find what you're looking for, and not in an arbitrary intellectually dishonest way either like the evangelicals etc do
If you look for meaning you'll find what you're looking for, and not in an arbitrary intellectually dishonest way either like the evangelicals etc do