If you know you want to be in this field, work on marketable skills. I suck at coding as well and just worked on gaining marketable skills over the years.
I went to General Assembly in 2013, quite possibly the worst bootcamp. Now I'm a lead engineer at a startup with top tier pay. The bootcamp helped a little but it was more about working my ass off and finding any way possible to get that first programming job.
I'm able to get a job most anywhere these days.