Maybe it's burnout, but those hipsters that will call you out for not doing things the "right" way, will one day fly to the next flower. You'll probably stay and do the work, come rain or shine. Just stop worrying too much, the fact alone that you worry about doing shitty stuff or called out puts you in another category than those who really do shitty stuff. Btw, humans do shitty stuff all the time, it's our thing.