It is nice. I randomly click on something interest just appear in my mind and lead to this: life -> death -> last_words -> More milk. But I can't find it on Wiki. I search More milk. and the first result is this page: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Death_of_Michael_Jackson. Hmm, why is the name different?
You are lucky because you really like something and know that you like it. So just enjoy it and have time for yourself and your family. I hope I know what I really like to spend my time for it without regretting like you.
Sometimes you may feel sad, but don't cry because you're lonely. We need that loneliness to grow up.