Well, this is just how much of the rest of the world sees your country, and in particular, the people who run it.
It's basically just the warmongering, racist bully of the world. Widely hated, much despised.
You might be proud of the USA thanks to your indoctrination, but that's just blinding you to how horrible it is.
Not that I would expect any better from your foul nation. It was literally built on genocide and the racist enslavement of your fellow humans. You should be howling in shame, not pride.