Your looking in the wrong places. I would probably hire you over a number of "more qualified" idiots who can't get crap done....I always tell my interviewer: look there are two types of companies; those who care about years of experience, degrees, certificates, etc and those who care if you can get stuff done. I want to work for companies like the latter.
My wife is bipolar type 2 and many people on my father's side of my family are bipolar tyle 1 so I partially understand your struggles.
Few people truely understand what bipolarity does to a person and their family and I just wanted you to know as someone who does:
Keep doing what you have got to do to make it through the day!