> Or I could just simply remember what I felt. I actually do
Even eidetic memory isn't as perfect as media likes to pretend. It's unlikely that you have anything but a faint model of what you think you were like.
You can find the difference between recurrent and recursive neural nets on wikipedia. No need to edit your post then flag someone when they point out how lazy you are in understanding a simple rant post, pointing out how lazy people are in understanding the "AI" fads.
Who? Because that didn't happen.