This enforces the idea, which I believe is absolutely true, that our identity, the concept we have of ourselves is actually a persona created by us, throughout our entire lives, built from our experiences, memories, traumas etc. It is not set in stone. It is a fabrication. We can change it at will. We could even destroy it and build a new one from scratch. Once you realize this, you can see how powerful this is. You can in fact do anything or be anything just by manipulating your persona and putting in the work to make it a reality.
This is one of the languages I've liked the most, though I may be biased since I love C#; Beef is actually made by a legendary PopCap developer ;) Loved popcap back in the day. PopCap Framework, HGE Game Engine etc. Good times;
It appears you don't really want to work at Google anymore. If you are thinking of jumping ship then do it. We must always be 100% engaged and mentally connected to what the company is doing. If the fire burned out, then it's time to leave, no matter if you're at Google or not. I stayed at a company for years after my fire burned out. Never again. We must always seek what makes us fulfilled. Always.
I just use Calibre for organizing and editing metadata. To read i just use whatever epub or pdf reader. For me , Calibre does everything I need. Every book organized by group, then author. Every book with its book cover. If it doesn't have one Calibre can generate for me etc. And on top of it all, Calibre generates a neat folder structured with everything properly named. When you have hundreds of books it is a must.