Out of curiosity: is posting internal company communications (referring to the e-mail here) on a public site like this legal? I'm not saying that it isn't; I genuinely don't know.
I've been writing small programs for fun in F# for the past couple of weeks. It's nice.
My main frustration with it is its lack of community. The Elixir forums are absolutely terrific; there is seemingly tons of knowledge sharing going on between passionate members of the community. The same with most other languages: if I Google how to solve a specific problem, an answer or an answer to an adjacent problem will pop up. That's true for Swift, Go, C#, Python...
It's not true for F#. F# seems to me almost like a dead language judging from the lack of relevant Google results, zero YouTube presence, no jobs where I live (northern Europe).
Is there a vibrant F# community somewhere online that I've missed?
I think the level of transparency on display here is really inspiring. I'd apply that same level of candor in a meeting with a peer or a higher-up and basically tell them that you are dissatisfied with the quality of the work that you deliver.
A good manager or colleague will be really receptive towards that kind of openness. They'll be able to help you cut through the "bs" so to speak and help you separate impostor syndrome noise from actionable facts.
I exchanged some 20 e-mails with Evan over the course of just 2 hours over an unfortunate bug with Quirk that nearly cost me everything I'd entered into the app up until that point. This was some 18 months ago.
He struck me as absolutely forthcoming and genuine. He fixed the issue and gave me a year's subscription for free for reporting the bug and helping him figuring it out.
I really wish Evan wouldn't be so hard on himself. His product actually helped me a lot, and he seemed to me like he was both empathetically capable and morally competent.