I'm not meditating and had the same thought/expiernce/revelation.
My direct thought (me) what I feel is me, is trying to influence the rest of me and it just not always work.
One theory is, that you are reading/expierincing what already happened (like subseconds ago) and you can only try to influence the upcoming behavior of your whole system.
There is no moral implication that you need to create kids.
There is also a number you can orientate yourself if you like to achieve a certain outcome
Nonetheless are you aware that Nintendo had quite bad numbers on and off?
It could have broken Nintendo.