No, I mean I'm using a email service on top of my own domain, and the people I want to contact only have their email ids listed online and I want to have contact via email prior to having a voice call or video call for which I need a two way communication via email.
I want a trial of mail that can be shared with others, rather than call recordings and video recordings, that can't be shared that easily and would be far greater in size.
The symptoms and the characteristics that was mentioned online matched what I experienced, so that's why i'm confident its that and yes I have began the process to seek professional help, but If you have done any you will know how hard its to get the right one in the first go, so wanted a bit more perspective on what I'm getting into to and whether its helping me or not, that was the intention for seeking help here.