I Was Paralyzed by Severe Depression. Then Came Ketamine(nytimes.com)
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I Was Paralyzed by Severe Depression. Then Came Ketamine
https://www.nytimes.com/2021/05/30/opinion/ketamine-treatment-depression.html
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Jesus, was not aware ketamine treatment was this expensive. In the UK, a ketamine clinic [0] administers 0.5mg/kg, so 35mg for a 70kg person. At UK street prices, that’s less than £1 per dose. Presumably ketamine clinics pay less than street prices, since they don’t have to deal with the losses associated with illegal drugs.
0: https://www.oxfordhealth.nhs.uk/ketamine-service/faq/
0: https://www.oxfordhealth.nhs.uk/ketamine-service/faq/
Thus we see the profits inherent in the protectionist scheme of certain things for sale being by prescription only.
Would it be the same quality though?
That's a good point. Anecdotally, street ketamine friends have come across has appeared pretty pure under reagent testing, but that's obviously still nothing like medical quality.
As far as I know, Ketamine is hard to produce in a home-lab (more so than other recreational drugs). At least here in the NL, the Ketamine you can get on the streets basically just comes from the same factories as Ketamine that is administered to e.g. animals. Might be cut with some things, or might contain both isomers (they don't report those results if you get your drugs tested, just purity).
Reagents generally test for presence, not purity, so all you can conclude is that there is some ketamine in there.
You can get your drugs tested for free in many places (at least here in the NL). They test for purity (87% is the maximum), and also for the presence of other things like caffeine that it may have been cut with. Getting the maximum purity is not uncommon, as they basically just source it from the veterinary circuit if I remember correctly.
[0] (in Dutch, under "De Markt"): https://www.rijksoverheid.nl/binaries/rijksoverheid/document...
[0] (in Dutch, under "De Markt"): https://www.rijksoverheid.nl/binaries/rijksoverheid/document...
It can be, but it depends on where you get it. Strictly speaking this is no different than generics from different manufacturers (which somehow always have big varying effects even though the apothecary likes to claim "it's all the same").
Just like when you buy a sandwich at a restaurant you’re also paying the employees salary, rent for the building, etc, it’s the same for ketamine therapy.
In the US you're paying for the clinic's insurance premiums against when you or another customer sues them which is a thing that /will/ happen.
Reforming medical costs means reforming the legal system and that ain't gonna happen. The lawyers make the laws. In the legislature and in the judiciary. I can't think of a politician in the US who has said so since Carter.
Reforming medical costs means reforming the legal system and that ain't gonna happen. The lawyers make the laws. In the legislature and in the judiciary. I can't think of a politician in the US who has said so since Carter.
In Canada you'd assume insurance is lower because you get basically nothing for emotional damages, whereas in US the vast majority awarded is for emotional, however Canada being relatively rich means we get fleeced more and also the arguable excuse due to economies of scale - being 1/10th the population of the US.
If insurance was kept honest, if it was a true free market system where there was an immutable ledger where all insurance companies in real time had to post every action/response they make as to who/what they approve/deny/delay etc, then competitors could come in when they notice how many billions of profits there are each year - meaning that more people or procedures could be covered.
But yes, there are multiple industrial complexes playing together to maintain the status quo.
If insurance was kept honest, if it was a true free market system where there was an immutable ledger where all insurance companies in real time had to post every action/response they make as to who/what they approve/deny/delay etc, then competitors could come in when they notice how many billions of profits there are each year - meaning that more people or procedures could be covered.
But yes, there are multiple industrial complexes playing together to maintain the status quo.
You can't ask insurance to pay for it unless there is evidence of effectiveness. That requires trials and lots of time, and there is also the issue of heavy regulations and insane costs as soon as the word "treatment" is dropped into the mix. Then there is an extra hurdle for coverage of psychiatric treatments.
Assuming this is a real thing and not anecdata, expect ketamine to be covered in Europe long before it's covered in the U.S. Unfortunately our system is a huge mess and incredibly slow and expensive compared to Europe when it comes to approving new treatments.
Assuming this is a real thing and not anecdata, expect ketamine to be covered in Europe long before it's covered in the U.S. Unfortunately our system is a huge mess and incredibly slow and expensive compared to Europe when it comes to approving new treatments.
https://www.fda.gov/news-events/press-announcements/fda-appr...
I think it might be further along than your comment suggests. "site:nih.gov esketamine" if you want to peruse what's been done
I think it might be further along than your comment suggests. "site:nih.gov esketamine" if you want to peruse what's been done
That's only for one of the isomers of ketamine (rather than the mixture of two used in ketamine clinics), and only for using a nasal spray. That is because the drug company has a patent for using that specific isomer in a nasal spray. None of the esketamine research can be used as evidence for regular (off patent) ketamine. It will need it's own studies.
https://qz.com/1889308/why-isnt-ketamine-approved-as-an-anti...
https://qz.com/1889308/why-isnt-ketamine-approved-as-an-anti...
Thanks for this info. Yes, this is farther along than I expected!
Fwiw insurance is covering my compounded Ketamine nasal spray 50%. Ends up being $30 for 1.2 grams (100mg/1mL).
AMA, I guess. It was prescribed to me primarily for nerve pain.
AMA, I guess. It was prescribed to me primarily for nerve pain.
Could you go in to detail on the exact symptoms of this nerve pain?
Also, did you have to nudge-nudge-wink-wink at the doctor to get this prescription or did they actually believe that you had real nerve pain and that ketamine was the best treatment for it?
This is the first time I've heard of ketamine being used for nerve pain. AFAIK it's mostly used as an anesthetic during surgery.
Also, did you have to nudge-nudge-wink-wink at the doctor to get this prescription or did they actually believe that you had real nerve pain and that ketamine was the best treatment for it?
This is the first time I've heard of ketamine being used for nerve pain. AFAIK it's mostly used as an anesthetic during surgery.
> did they actually believe that you had real nerve pain
The way you phrase this makes me think you've already assumed a whole lot about me. The worst part about chronic pain is all of the doctors and other people assuming you're just faking symptoms for a quick fix. Hoping that I've misinterpreted your intention, I'll answer honestly:
> did you have to nudge-nudge-wink-wink at the doctor to get this prescription
The complete opposite: It was suggested by my pain specialist. I had not heard of it being used to treat pain before meeting him. And he's not a "Ketamine practitioner" or an "alternative healer" or whatever, it was a from an MD specializing in pain management within a reputable hospital in Seattle.
> Could you go in to detail on the exact symptoms of this nerve pain?
Bi-lateral burning arm and hand pain and numbness. Severe headaches and neck pain. The symptoms are consistent with conditions such as thoracic outlet, cervical radiculopothy, and median/ulnar/radial nerve compression. However, tests always come back showing completely normal nerve and muscle function, and radiology imaging always shows perfectly normal everything.
It's been a multi-decade journey and I'm really coming to terms with the idea that my brain is just signaling pain even when there's no actual problem or damage. That's the idea behind the Ketamine trial.
Edit: I should add that this was more like a 3rd or 4th line medicinal treatment. All of the typical nerve pain medicines like Amitryptaline, Gaba, Pregabalin, Noortyptaline, etc have responded very poorly in my body and brain.
The way you phrase this makes me think you've already assumed a whole lot about me. The worst part about chronic pain is all of the doctors and other people assuming you're just faking symptoms for a quick fix. Hoping that I've misinterpreted your intention, I'll answer honestly:
> did you have to nudge-nudge-wink-wink at the doctor to get this prescription
The complete opposite: It was suggested by my pain specialist. I had not heard of it being used to treat pain before meeting him. And he's not a "Ketamine practitioner" or an "alternative healer" or whatever, it was a from an MD specializing in pain management within a reputable hospital in Seattle.
> Could you go in to detail on the exact symptoms of this nerve pain?
Bi-lateral burning arm and hand pain and numbness. Severe headaches and neck pain. The symptoms are consistent with conditions such as thoracic outlet, cervical radiculopothy, and median/ulnar/radial nerve compression. However, tests always come back showing completely normal nerve and muscle function, and radiology imaging always shows perfectly normal everything.
It's been a multi-decade journey and I'm really coming to terms with the idea that my brain is just signaling pain even when there's no actual problem or damage. That's the idea behind the Ketamine trial.
Edit: I should add that this was more like a 3rd or 4th line medicinal treatment. All of the typical nerve pain medicines like Amitryptaline, Gaba, Pregabalin, Noortyptaline, etc have responded very poorly in my body and brain.
Hugs. I hope you find relief. Please post updates.
I have a similar medical history. Having just ruled out another spine surgery, the new plan is to try myofascial release and adjacent. I have no idea if "osteopathy" and such are legit. But at this stage I'll try pretty much anything.
I will now also ask about ketamine.
FWIW: I've dealt with chronic pain for 30+ years, post transplant, and have somehow managed to power thru it. This nerve pain is different; it's like being constantly interrupted, continuous dazing akin to being punched in the face. I've not been able to compartmentalize it.
The only thing that's helped is getting a puppy. Forces me to keep moving.
I have a similar medical history. Having just ruled out another spine surgery, the new plan is to try myofascial release and adjacent. I have no idea if "osteopathy" and such are legit. But at this stage I'll try pretty much anything.
I will now also ask about ketamine.
FWIW: I've dealt with chronic pain for 30+ years, post transplant, and have somehow managed to power thru it. This nerve pain is different; it's like being constantly interrupted, continuous dazing akin to being punched in the face. I've not been able to compartmentalize it.
The only thing that's helped is getting a puppy. Forces me to keep moving.
FWIW: Just checked you bio, it is wonderful : )
Has the ketamine had any effect on your pain?
By the way, I don't think the other commenter was making any assumptions about you - actually just the opposite. Given what you wrote it wasn't clear if you actually suffered from the condition which your doctor prescribed ketamine for or if he made the prescription for nerve-pain knowing it would help you for a different condition. Sometimes doctors do this in order to bypass strict procedures.
By the way, I don't think the other commenter was making any assumptions about you - actually just the opposite. Given what you wrote it wasn't clear if you actually suffered from the condition which your doctor prescribed ketamine for or if he made the prescription for nerve-pain knowing it would help you for a different condition. Sometimes doctors do this in order to bypass strict procedures.
> Has the ketamine had any effect on your pain?
Mixed results. I think the idea is for it to "retrain" my nervous system (I'm sure there's a more scientific reasoning / term), but so far it's only provided short term relief.
Mixed results. I think the idea is for it to "retrain" my nervous system (I'm sure there's a more scientific reasoning / term), but so far it's only provided short term relief.
I like how you responded to the questioner. Very respectful and honest, especially regarding pain. I've witnessed the effects myself and wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy, because the doctors absolutely assume the patient must be making it up.
> All of the typical nerve pain medicines like Amitryptaline, Gaba, Pregabalin, Noortyptaline, etc have responded very poorly in my body and brain.
These things terrify me, not gonna lie.
My mum had a total knee replacement a few years ago that was a partial failure. She ended up with a DVT despite following the exact warfarin regimen they prescribed and avoiding foods with vitamin K for a week or so.
They originally prescribed hydrocodone+tylenol for the pain, but she couldn't take it for long because it would exacerbate her tinnitus. She can't take oxycodone because she vomits almost immediately. So they tried her with tramadol.
To this day, I have no idea if it was the combination of emotional and physical distress, or the tramadol, but within a 24 hour period of her first dose, she ended up in the ER with what would be later diagnosed as transient global amnesia. I've read that can be a rare side effect of the drug, but the practitioners I spoke with suggested that was impossible (and maybe they're right; it was almost certainly coincidental).
That said, I don't trust these medications. Certainly not when my relatives seem to have a strange array of reactions! For her part, she's sworn off ever taking tramadol again, and had me destroy what was left with the water-activated polymer packets they provide. That's how paranoid she was in the immediate aftermath of that "adventure."
I am curious and don't mean to pry: Have you found at least some relief with the Ketamine?
> All of the typical nerve pain medicines like Amitryptaline, Gaba, Pregabalin, Noortyptaline, etc have responded very poorly in my body and brain.
These things terrify me, not gonna lie.
My mum had a total knee replacement a few years ago that was a partial failure. She ended up with a DVT despite following the exact warfarin regimen they prescribed and avoiding foods with vitamin K for a week or so.
They originally prescribed hydrocodone+tylenol for the pain, but she couldn't take it for long because it would exacerbate her tinnitus. She can't take oxycodone because she vomits almost immediately. So they tried her with tramadol.
To this day, I have no idea if it was the combination of emotional and physical distress, or the tramadol, but within a 24 hour period of her first dose, she ended up in the ER with what would be later diagnosed as transient global amnesia. I've read that can be a rare side effect of the drug, but the practitioners I spoke with suggested that was impossible (and maybe they're right; it was almost certainly coincidental).
That said, I don't trust these medications. Certainly not when my relatives seem to have a strange array of reactions! For her part, she's sworn off ever taking tramadol again, and had me destroy what was left with the water-activated polymer packets they provide. That's how paranoid she was in the immediate aftermath of that "adventure."
I am curious and don't mean to pry: Have you found at least some relief with the Ketamine?
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I won’t pretend there isn’t big fat profit in there, but I have to think the cost has more to do with this being an IV infusion. You’re more paying for the medical care, including being under observation.
Check out mindbloom.com. About 150$/treatment, is done virtually (they mail you the medication). Multiple friends have used and have had great results.
Thanks for mentioning that.
Unfortunately, when searching reddit for it the first result was a pretty negative review: [1], though it seems like it was the result of some miscommunication. That was followed by some positive reports, but without much detail.
It was also interesting to learn that there's an r/TherapeuticKetamine
[1] - https://www.reddit.com/r/TherapeuticKetamine/comments/hb619w...
Unfortunately, when searching reddit for it the first result was a pretty negative review: [1], though it seems like it was the result of some miscommunication. That was followed by some positive reports, but without much detail.
It was also interesting to learn that there's an r/TherapeuticKetamine
[1] - https://www.reddit.com/r/TherapeuticKetamine/comments/hb619w...
Their survey/acquisition funnel is sketchy as hell. They demand your PII before giving you results, after first asking you a bunch of personal questions, and intersperse marketing spam in the steps.
Major turn-off.
Major turn-off.
Would love to see a source on the every other week for their life. That's not at all my understanding of the method of action. Overall though, I agree with the sentiment of the post. I think the answer is it's expensive for no other reason than they can.
> Would love to see a source on the every other week for their life.
There is no standard maintenance treatment interval, but maintenance treatments are commonly practiced. I can’t find anyone recommending 26 treatments of ketamine a year for depression.
There is no standard maintenance treatment interval, but maintenance treatments are commonly practiced. I can’t find anyone recommending 26 treatments of ketamine a year for depression.
When I was first married, we were paying about $350/mo for my wife's antidepressants. With insurance. That made our financial situation extremely difficult.
If what you're saying is accurate -- $400-1000/week or two -- then that certainly is expensive. But it's not like mental health treatment is affordable in the first place. (Well, it's better now than in the mid-2000s, possibly due to my better insurance?)
If what you're saying is accurate -- $400-1000/week or two -- then that certainly is expensive. But it's not like mental health treatment is affordable in the first place. (Well, it's better now than in the mid-2000s, possibly due to my better insurance?)
That's the sad thing in the US. Everything medical is obscenely expensive. Just wait until psychedelics become accepted for therapy. they will probably also charge thousands for a trip.
The actual cost of the drug is only part of cost… malpractice insurance, accepting some risk for off label impacts price.
Isn't Ketamine an available street drug? Must be so cheap in comparison to $400-$1000.
Funny enough, one of the places I buy phenibut from sends a decent sized package of ketamine for free with every order as a sample. But it's quite a bit of it.
Even as medicine it's like 10€/g
The price comes monitoring of vitals, talking, the room, the bed, stuff for emergency allocated...
If someone finds ketamine helpful for depression, I'd just recommend they buy it on the street themselves.
Of course this isn't the best solution (the best solution would be for drugs to be legalized), but if you're strapped for cash and ketamine is having a seriously positive impact on your life, then I think it probably makes sense.
Of course this isn't the best solution (the best solution would be for drugs to be legalized), but if you're strapped for cash and ketamine is having a seriously positive impact on your life, then I think it probably makes sense.
This is also a halfway decent way to become addicted to ketamine, a fate that has befallen many of my close friends, as well as a former partner.
A perfect, near-instantaneous solution to depression button is a compelling button indeed.
Take care.
A perfect, near-instantaneous solution to depression button is a compelling button indeed.
Take care.
I'm not familiar with ketamine at all, but it just feels unsafe to decide by ourselves. Do psychiatrists have to monitor patients closely and determine the amount and frequency of doses? I wouldn't mind taking medicine for a cold or other common diseases. but could this be a lot risker?
Since Ketamine is severely addictive, I would not recommend this.
Retired anesthesiologist here, many years using daily IV ketamine in burn wards for dressing changes, oftimes same individual for weeks (this treatment was used in burn wards when I first got there in the 1970s, BTW). As a rule, daily dose requirement increased about 10-25% each week. I don't think anyone back then noticed any effect of ketamine on mood; it was all about relieving the excruciating pain of 3rd degree burns. I can't speak to the addiction potential.
Of course, I am talking about "recreational" Ketamine usage (not controlled by a physician or similar), but:
I have lost two friends to it and another one went to the hospital multiple times. Considering that I am just one data point, I find that these are a lot of connections to people who had fatal events due to ketamine usage. This is not including the people I know who had a mild and severe addiction.
Since you mention daily dose requirements, I would add that that is really the health risk here, since you would need double or triple the dosage (to get the psychoactive effects) after just a couple weeks of daily usage and it keeps increasing. This really puts a strain on your body until it will just fail to work anymore.
Also if you use it in sub-anasthetic doses it can really fuck your head after a while and lead to dissociative episodes or even disorders as well as anxiety and paranoia and a loss of the `sense of reality` (like most other drugs do).
Additionally it should be mentioned that
- the neurotoxicity of Ketamine is not really explored
- most street `Ketamine` is not that at all but often research chemicals which are even less explored health and addiction wise
I have lost two friends to it and another one went to the hospital multiple times. Considering that I am just one data point, I find that these are a lot of connections to people who had fatal events due to ketamine usage. This is not including the people I know who had a mild and severe addiction.
Since you mention daily dose requirements, I would add that that is really the health risk here, since you would need double or triple the dosage (to get the psychoactive effects) after just a couple weeks of daily usage and it keeps increasing. This really puts a strain on your body until it will just fail to work anymore.
Also if you use it in sub-anasthetic doses it can really fuck your head after a while and lead to dissociative episodes or even disorders as well as anxiety and paranoia and a loss of the `sense of reality` (like most other drugs do).
Additionally it should be mentioned that
- the neurotoxicity of Ketamine is not really explored
- most street `Ketamine` is not that at all but often research chemicals which are even less explored health and addiction wise
How would you know if you're getting real ketamine?
Reagent testing [1]. Dance Safe sells a kit that would last a heavy drug user years [2]. It's not fool-proof by any means and it does require some practice when reactions overlap. Ketamine is a relative easy one to test for though, since most of the reagents should not produce a visible reaction.
[1] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Reagent_testing
[2] https://dancesafe.org/product/complete-set-of-all-8-testing-...
[1] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Reagent_testing
[2] https://dancesafe.org/product/complete-set-of-all-8-testing-...
+1 to dance safe, those guys are awesome. Probably saved more than a handful of lives over the course of their existence. Great product too
Ketamine should be a fairly cheap treatment, but there are lots of ways that many involved will try to extract money out of 'doing good'. Check out this take [1] by Slate star codex.
[1] https://slatestarcodex.com/2019/03/11/ketamine-now-by-prescr...
[1] https://slatestarcodex.com/2019/03/11/ketamine-now-by-prescr...
Scott Alexander (the SSC guy) has recently said some cautiously positive things about Zembrin for depression and social anxiety. It is OTC, and apparently quite safe.
Do you have a link to this? I haven't been able to find it
Most recently at https://astralcodexten.substack.com/p/nootropics-survey-2020...
Note that he's switched to a different URL for his blog; that may be why you couldn't find it -- although I'm pretty sure he mentioned it on the old site several times as well.
Note that he's switched to a different URL for his blog; that may be why you couldn't find it -- although I'm pretty sure he mentioned it on the old site several times as well.
Maybe it’s available via clinical trials?
Ketamine treatments are meant to be temporary and augmented with proper existing long-term treatments like SSRIs/SNRIs/TCAs/etc. After a few treatments, the long term antidepressants have had time to start working.
This is largely a function of Anesthesiologists making a cash grab out of vulnerable populations.
This is the same medical specialty that brought you: Pain pill clinics (opiates) Interventional pain clinics (scams) And now ketamine for rip-off prices.
This is the same medical specialty that brought you: Pain pill clinics (opiates) Interventional pain clinics (scams) And now ketamine for rip-off prices.
I'm paralyzed, the result of a traumatic spinal cord injury.
I offer no advice on how to write this kind of stuff, but i'd like to bring up the point that my situation , as someone who is paralyzed, is totally different than the situation of someone who is clinically depressed.
Paralysis might be a nifty way to explain the 'inability to act' in non-clinical situation, but 1) it's confusing when talking within medical contexts and 2) it equivocates experiences between those that fall under the adjective -- I don't know anything about clinical depression, and I have my doubts that this experience taught the author anything about clinical paralysis.
I have spoken to blind friends with similar attitude towards headlines that say things like "Doctors blinded by surprise lack of supplies.". It's not an uncommon sentiment.
Generic adjectives exist to describe this general inability to fulfill needed tasks or ability criterion -- yes, I know that popular use of the words allows this context, but in the interest of those that might read this stuff, understand that it's confusing and in some worst cases potentially insulting.
I offer no advice on how to write this kind of stuff, but i'd like to bring up the point that my situation , as someone who is paralyzed, is totally different than the situation of someone who is clinically depressed.
Paralysis might be a nifty way to explain the 'inability to act' in non-clinical situation, but 1) it's confusing when talking within medical contexts and 2) it equivocates experiences between those that fall under the adjective -- I don't know anything about clinical depression, and I have my doubts that this experience taught the author anything about clinical paralysis.
I have spoken to blind friends with similar attitude towards headlines that say things like "Doctors blinded by surprise lack of supplies.". It's not an uncommon sentiment.
Generic adjectives exist to describe this general inability to fulfill needed tasks or ability criterion -- yes, I know that popular use of the words allows this context, but in the interest of those that might read this stuff, understand that it's confusing and in some worst cases potentially insulting.
Not trying to be rude, but as with most things, there are scales within the ranges of blindness and paralysis.
A lot of people assume blindness means absolutely no sight whatsoever, which isn't true, because quite a large number of legally blind people have eyes that detect some degree of light. Temporary blinding from illness/injury exists. Flashing a bright light into someone's eyes, rendering them momentarily unable to see, is also a very valid and very old usage of "blind" in the English language. Being metaphorically dazzled by something and temporarily unable to respond ties in with the latter meaning and goes way back in its usage.
Paralysis has a similar scale. Many people assume total lack of movement, and "only" having one's lower body unable to move doesn't even immediately register as paralysis in the mental image a lot of people have. People with severe mental illnesses like depression and some forms of schizophrenia are rendered unable to move (it's not a desire to stay still). People can also be temporarily paralyzed through poison or mental shock (as in they literally, physically cannot move out of fear).
Words have range. Context makes their meaning precise. I really hate to bring this word in here, but denying someone with a mental illness the right to use a word is because it's not "real" enough compared to another person's struggle is "gatekeeping". Suggesting words they use to describe their illness is "insulting" is harmful to them.
A lot of people assume blindness means absolutely no sight whatsoever, which isn't true, because quite a large number of legally blind people have eyes that detect some degree of light. Temporary blinding from illness/injury exists. Flashing a bright light into someone's eyes, rendering them momentarily unable to see, is also a very valid and very old usage of "blind" in the English language. Being metaphorically dazzled by something and temporarily unable to respond ties in with the latter meaning and goes way back in its usage.
Paralysis has a similar scale. Many people assume total lack of movement, and "only" having one's lower body unable to move doesn't even immediately register as paralysis in the mental image a lot of people have. People with severe mental illnesses like depression and some forms of schizophrenia are rendered unable to move (it's not a desire to stay still). People can also be temporarily paralyzed through poison or mental shock (as in they literally, physically cannot move out of fear).
Words have range. Context makes their meaning precise. I really hate to bring this word in here, but denying someone with a mental illness the right to use a word is because it's not "real" enough compared to another person's struggle is "gatekeeping". Suggesting words they use to describe their illness is "insulting" is harmful to them.
I completely agree. I think the lack of real, immediate issues (war, famine, terrorism, poverty) in the western world right now is leaving a lot of people with extra time and mental capacity on their hands to try to dig up issues where there aren't any. Everyone can take offense over anything they read, it doesn't mean it's grounded in anything or it makes sense. On the other hand there are people hovering the internets waiting for such a person, to jump to the opportunity and virtue signal how said person is seriously endangered and everyone should adjust to them.
Imho this is how we achieve greatness.
People getting pissed over things there parents took as inevitable is basically the definition of progress.
This is the first generation where mental health has been considerd a value. While its easy to dismiss there terminology issues i would say a few things:
1. That its hard to imagine the impact of having a defining life challange constantly talked about by strangers callously.
2. Go back and look at historical "political correctness gone mad" arguments.. even just to the 90s. The ones i have found all seem examples of things we would not dream of saying today and for good reason.
3. These apparently low priority discussions are how you really solve the root causes of issues. Its by figurng out how to support the un supported that all of society is elevated.
People getting pissed over things there parents took as inevitable is basically the definition of progress.
This is the first generation where mental health has been considerd a value. While its easy to dismiss there terminology issues i would say a few things:
1. That its hard to imagine the impact of having a defining life challange constantly talked about by strangers callously.
2. Go back and look at historical "political correctness gone mad" arguments.. even just to the 90s. The ones i have found all seem examples of things we would not dream of saying today and for good reason.
3. These apparently low priority discussions are how you really solve the root causes of issues. Its by figurng out how to support the un supported that all of society is elevated.
Imho in a certain manner I get what you're saying and I kind of agree up to a certain point, but having an issue when somebody uses the word paralyzed out of physical context is not how we achieve greatness nor is having an issue with the default git branch being master, nor do similar waste of time discussions. These things are only there since the loud minority wants to signal that they're more woke than their environment. There are real issues with race, religion freedom of speech etc all around the western world.
Same as calling some a cunt imho. The parts of scotland i grew up in it basically means "person".
And if i use it at work like this people know i am not meaning it the qymay it sounds but they still correct me.
That discuasion leads me to have better more productive language in the future. If i cannot handle some constructive criticism thats on me.
I know it can be hard for people who are very normalised to a certain way of speaking.. but thems the breaks. Better than actually being paralysed imho.. plus if i come up with another term for this i can use it with an audience that actually includes paralised people and the reference will still make sense.
No body expects perfect. I still swear too much at work and i still accidentally throw in metaphorical adjectives that belong in the past. But i am better at it than my grandpa (not that i ever heard him say cunt :) )
And if i use it at work like this people know i am not meaning it the qymay it sounds but they still correct me.
That discuasion leads me to have better more productive language in the future. If i cannot handle some constructive criticism thats on me.
I know it can be hard for people who are very normalised to a certain way of speaking.. but thems the breaks. Better than actually being paralysed imho.. plus if i come up with another term for this i can use it with an audience that actually includes paralised people and the reference will still make sense.
No body expects perfect. I still swear too much at work and i still accidentally throw in metaphorical adjectives that belong in the past. But i am better at it than my grandpa (not that i ever heard him say cunt :) )
Slang != Proper non-insulting terms that somebody finds insulting. The original comment was related to the word paralyzed which is miles away from using the word cunt and a pretty stupid comparison tbh.
Fair comment, though the word slang is doing a lot of judgement work and the whole point is that offensivity is subjective. I chose that word as its right out there on the spectrum but genuinely seems totally harmless to me and means person with some additional flavour and familiarity.
I am not recommending the usage of the word. Just pointing out that my comfort with it doesnt make it okay to use.
Agreed that it probably totally failed to getthe message across.. i guess as someone who grew up in a dialect i am used all kinds of moderation and consideration for the listner, and so i don't buy these hard done by arguments over being respectful. I cannot talk in a way that the thoughts come in to my head outside a ridiculously small number of people and to me, it only adds to the richness of life and my personal growth. Ymmv
We are imobilised, we have lost all the momentum we had. Can we get back some of that dynamism we had prior to change x.. i dont see an issue with finding other ways to talking and if it turns out that those ways of speaking offend people i bet i willlearn somenew perspective when i hear why.
This is not a newspeak situation. This is just listening and trying to cause less pain.
I am not recommending the usage of the word. Just pointing out that my comfort with it doesnt make it okay to use.
Agreed that it probably totally failed to getthe message across.. i guess as someone who grew up in a dialect i am used all kinds of moderation and consideration for the listner, and so i don't buy these hard done by arguments over being respectful. I cannot talk in a way that the thoughts come in to my head outside a ridiculously small number of people and to me, it only adds to the richness of life and my personal growth. Ymmv
We are imobilised, we have lost all the momentum we had. Can we get back some of that dynamism we had prior to change x.. i dont see an issue with finding other ways to talking and if it turns out that those ways of speaking offend people i bet i willlearn somenew perspective when i hear why.
This is not a newspeak situation. This is just listening and trying to cause less pain.
The idea of the child generation always progressing from the parent is dangerously clouded by the immediate past and probably also very myopic.
Throughout history there are many instances where the child generation regresses the status quo by and large, sometimes over multiple generations. Even when there is progress in general, there may be specific aspects of society which do regress relative to the past. All I'm saying really is that we shouldn't look at all forward movement as necessarily moving upward.
Throughout history there are many instances where the child generation regresses the status quo by and large, sometimes over multiple generations. Even when there is progress in general, there may be specific aspects of society which do regress relative to the past. All I'm saying really is that we shouldn't look at all forward movement as necessarily moving upward.
Hmm not sure what you are arguing against here.
I didnt say all progress was good, only that progress has a profile and looking at this specific area: what is it about respecting people and understanding the importance of mental health has not been good.
I literally asked the reader to look at this specific issue.
But i agree not all progress is good and some progress is only temporarily good. E.g. capitalism, advertising, intellectual property
I didnt say all progress was good, only that progress has a profile and looking at this specific area: what is it about respecting people and understanding the importance of mental health has not been good.
I literally asked the reader to look at this specific issue.
But i agree not all progress is good and some progress is only temporarily good. E.g. capitalism, advertising, intellectual property
Wasn't referring to you specifically, but the idea of progress as a constant change made by the child generation which your comment alluded to.
There was plenty of mental illness in the past, it was just often swept under the rug, or when it was acknowledged it was termed a "nervous breakdown" (or "demon possession"), etc.
Now a lot more people are coming forward and talking about it, whereas before people would just pretend they were ok, as much as they could. That pretense still happens even now, as there's still a stigma about it, but more and more people are starting to feel safe to come out of the closet.
It doesn't help anyone to tell us them (us) that they just have "extra time and mental capacity on their hands to try to dig up issues where there aren't any".
Not to speak for anyone else, but I've been crazy busy before (and every shade of busy in between) and still been very depressed and had severe trouble coping. Keeping busy might help with mild depression but it rarely works for moderate to severe depression.
Depression is complex and has many different causes that vary from person to person, but if part of the reason for you is that you find life meaningless or find what you do meaningless, then staying busy isn't going to help you. Same if you hate yourself, or if your depression is related to trauma you've suffered, etc.
That doesn't even get in to the "chemical imbalance" theories of depression, which I'm not a big fan of myself so I won't go in to them except to say that just keeping busy might not have enough effect on that either.
Now a lot more people are coming forward and talking about it, whereas before people would just pretend they were ok, as much as they could. That pretense still happens even now, as there's still a stigma about it, but more and more people are starting to feel safe to come out of the closet.
It doesn't help anyone to tell us them (us) that they just have "extra time and mental capacity on their hands to try to dig up issues where there aren't any".
Not to speak for anyone else, but I've been crazy busy before (and every shade of busy in between) and still been very depressed and had severe trouble coping. Keeping busy might help with mild depression but it rarely works for moderate to severe depression.
Depression is complex and has many different causes that vary from person to person, but if part of the reason for you is that you find life meaningless or find what you do meaningless, then staying busy isn't going to help you. Same if you hate yourself, or if your depression is related to trauma you've suffered, etc.
That doesn't even get in to the "chemical imbalance" theories of depression, which I'm not a big fan of myself so I won't go in to them except to say that just keeping busy might not have enough effect on that either.
To be clear, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Akinetic_mutism is a thing — without enough dopamine in your motor cortex, you're "paralyzed" in the sense that there's nothing you (or anyone else) can do to force your body to respond — sometimes even going as far as your body no longer having autonomous reflex responses to reflex-inducing stimuli, similar to someone who's been rendered unconscious.
I'm not a neurologist, but I imagine there's a spectrum there, where other less-severe neurological problem-states (like depression) can get you part of the way to akinetic mutism, and thus you may be fully "paralyzed" in the above sense some of the time, or partially "paralyzed" all of the time.
I'm not a neurologist, but I imagine there's a spectrum there, where other less-severe neurological problem-states (like depression) can get you part of the way to akinetic mutism, and thus you may be fully "paralyzed" in the above sense some of the time, or partially "paralyzed" all of the time.
These words have both a literal/medical and a metaphorical meaning.
Paralysed - inability to act
Blind - unaware of what's going on
The metaphorical meaning was probably intended.
Paralysed - inability to act
Blind - unaware of what's going on
The metaphorical meaning was probably intended.
Please pardon the author, you might never know what severe depression does to a brain. Having been on both sides of the spectrum (mental and physical disability, albeit small), I can say it may not be abusive usage of the word.
In any case good luck, may research progress (and there was some recently) and find solutions.
In any case good luck, may research progress (and there was some recently) and find solutions.
On the contrary, I think paralyzed is quite an accurate depiction of the effect of severe depression. Most people still don't consider mental conditions on par with physical conditions, but that's simply not true, those severe mental conditions' are the result of neurological damage in the brain. In that sense, the person is paralyzed just as you are as problems with his neurological system limited his movement. Spinal cord is also an important part of our neurological system, it's essentially the southbridge of our body, but wouldn't it be funny if we call southbridge damage resulted inability paralyzed, but CPU damage resulted inability not? I get your point where you think spinal cord injury is more physical, but those mental conditions can be just as physical.
> I offer no advice on how to write this kind of stuff, but i'd like to bring up the point that my situation , as someone who is paralyzed, is totally different than the situation of someone who is clinically depressed.
Thanks for writing this in such a non judgemental way.
I really didn't care much about such imprecise language but I too am starting to wonder if something needs to be done - and where.
This and similar wordings are what my teachers would refer to as a literary tool (not sure of the correct English translation but it should suffice.)
But it seems a lot of people doesn't understand (and some won't understand) this. This holds true for both writers and readers.
Recently someone said something about a certain well known country being apartheid, so I pointed them to the encyclopedia (not Wikipedia) that describes apartheid. It didn't work. Journalists had said apartheid so apartheid it was. Was it apartheid? Only in the same sense where the bank "robs" someone by not adjusting interest rates in a timely manner: as a way to spice up language.
Thanks for writing this in such a non judgemental way.
I really didn't care much about such imprecise language but I too am starting to wonder if something needs to be done - and where.
This and similar wordings are what my teachers would refer to as a literary tool (not sure of the correct English translation but it should suffice.)
But it seems a lot of people doesn't understand (and some won't understand) this. This holds true for both writers and readers.
Recently someone said something about a certain well known country being apartheid, so I pointed them to the encyclopedia (not Wikipedia) that describes apartheid. It didn't work. Journalists had said apartheid so apartheid it was. Was it apartheid? Only in the same sense where the bank "robs" someone by not adjusting interest rates in a timely manner: as a way to spice up language.
> I really didn't care much about such imprecise language
But it's not imprecise, it's just metaphorical.
Someone saying they're in hot water does not literally mean they're currently standing in a cookpot or hot tub.
But it's not imprecise, it's just metaphorical.
Someone saying they're in hot water does not literally mean they're currently standing in a cookpot or hot tub.
It is important to not forget, that natural language do not work like programming languages. They are not clear and precisely defined. Context matters a lot. And allmost no 2 people define one given word exactly the same.
So I do have my trigger words, too, where I try for people to use them in the right way, but it is pretty much an uphill battle and in my experience usually not worth the time fighting it. Just accepting that words have different meanings for different persons ... and most importantly - go out of discussions, when it is not about the topic anymore, but people fighting over the meaning of words.
So I do have my trigger words, too, where I try for people to use them in the right way, but it is pretty much an uphill battle and in my experience usually not worth the time fighting it. Just accepting that words have different meanings for different persons ... and most importantly - go out of discussions, when it is not about the topic anymore, but people fighting over the meaning of words.
I don't think anything is needed. People just like to fuss over language too much, when its clear (from the context) what was meant.
A thought provoking point that will make me think more about how I use language. "I suffered from severe depression. Then came ketamine" would also have done the job.
It really shouldn't. Words that have a defined meaning and that are used properly shouldn't be banned from use.
Where does that stop? Should we "walk on eggshells" for everything we say, lest a well known metaphor is not understood immediately by someone, or someone (perhaps even in another country, speaking another language, with different social moral norms) gets offended?
Immobilized seems more fit.
I can really get behind your first bullet. Taking clearly defined medical terminology and exporting to strange contexts just sound like nonsense to anyone that uses those terms with any regularity. Like every time someone uses the term antisocial to refer to someone who doesn't get out much I can't help but wince.
Metaphorical meanings for medical issues are some of the most common metaphors in most languages, and I would be surprised if you aren't using them yourself. Rejecting it seems frankly as bizarre as rejecting metaphor entirely. Are you wincing when you read Shakespeare, Plato, Dante, Dostoevsky, etc, who all use this regularly? You're never been shocked or dumbstruck, never find anything lame or sickening? Never describe anything as crippling, mad, callous, stupid, idiotic, crazy, never get drowned in work?
The metaphorical use of paralysis even predates its modern precise medical usage, having meant more broadly enfeebled before relatively recently taking on its specific motor function related meaning--so that would be the medical field assigning a new clear definition to a term with a 2300+ year metaphorical history.
Anyway, please sign my petition denouncing libraries everywhere for putting all these joke books in the humour section. It is a real hassle for melancholics trying to balance out their bile. Then we're getting onto this Jesus fella for all this fancy double-talk about eye debris, I've had specks in my eye before and cornea scratches are a legitimate problem.
The metaphorical use of paralysis even predates its modern precise medical usage, having meant more broadly enfeebled before relatively recently taking on its specific motor function related meaning--so that would be the medical field assigning a new clear definition to a term with a 2300+ year metaphorical history.
Anyway, please sign my petition denouncing libraries everywhere for putting all these joke books in the humour section. It is a real hassle for melancholics trying to balance out their bile. Then we're getting onto this Jesus fella for all this fancy double-talk about eye debris, I've had specks in my eye before and cornea scratches are a legitimate problem.
People using "paralyzed" or "blinded" in a more metaphorical or abstract sense is very common, and has been for some time: paralyzed by indecision, blinded by love (or lust), etc.
This argument that we may only use words literally feels very Drax-like: "Nothing goes over my head. My reflexes are too fast, I would catch it."
This argument that we may only use words literally feels very Drax-like: "Nothing goes over my head. My reflexes are too fast, I would catch it."
Agreed. A friend who almost died before getting a liver transplant was talking to his neighbor who had just moved in. His neighbor said he was a “California transplant”. Very insensitive.
As the neighbor just moved in, I'm guessing they were unaware of your friend's liver transplant. If this was indeed the case, I find your friend's situation difficult to sympathize with. .
If you did the slightest bit of digging, I think you'd find that 99% of people mean no offense, and would be deeply apologetic if their "transgression" were brought to their attention.
If you're sensitive enough, you'll find yourself offended all the time.
If you did the slightest bit of digging, I think you'd find that 99% of people mean no offense, and would be deeply apologetic if their "transgression" were brought to their attention.
If you're sensitive enough, you'll find yourself offended all the time.
The word transplant came to Old English from Latin via Old French, so it predates transplant operations by many centuries. As such, unless the neighbour was doing it on purpose it's an unreasonable thing to get upset over. Words have multiple meanings.
I honestly can't tell if you're being sarcastic or not.
It probably goes without saying, but don’t try this at home with ketamine you score off the grey or dark web.
I am generally a fan of the occasional self-prescribed party drug, but if you suffer from severe depressive disorder, you should not do this without proper supervision.
(And no, doing a bump off someone’s mailbox key is not proper supervision. Fun! Not medically wise, though.)
I am generally a fan of the occasional self-prescribed party drug, but if you suffer from severe depressive disorder, you should not do this without proper supervision.
(And no, doing a bump off someone’s mailbox key is not proper supervision. Fun! Not medically wise, though.)
Why? If you test it and have the same dosage it seems to be the same thing? isn't ketamine treatment just taking it and letting the chemical work. Why would your supplier being any different matter?
Self medicating drugs with high abuse potential is very risky. Having tightly controlled doses, intervals between doses, settings for administering the doses can offset much of the abuse and addiction potential.
While I have known a couple of people who've gotten addicted to ketamine to their detriment, the vast majority of users have no such problems.
Like everything else in life, upsides have to be weighed with the downsides. For people who can't afford clinical ketamine treatment and are depressed, I don't see anything wrong with just buying some ketamine on the black market.
Like everything else in life, upsides have to be weighed with the downsides. For people who can't afford clinical ketamine treatment and are depressed, I don't see anything wrong with just buying some ketamine on the black market.
The same can and often has been said of cocaine. Not that the two are the same, but everything you said is the same, vast majority have no problems, it’s great, you’ll love it etc....
I mean, honestly haven't met that many people who've had a problem with cocaine either.
Opiates on the other hand, that's a different story.
Opiates on the other hand, that's a different story.
Do you have a source on this? I dont believe we'd have any more addicts when we'd go with total legalization. Portugal is a great example (albeit they did not legalize but decriminalize).
This fear mongering on "freedom to use what every you like" should stop. It serves no purpose but keeping prisons full and street drug in bad quality. Why would we want to pay so much tax for that?
Every politician who claims to be in favor of "freedom", but cannot deal with the freedom to use what ever you like is a fraud.
This fear mongering on "freedom to use what every you like" should stop. It serves no purpose but keeping prisons full and street drug in bad quality. Why would we want to pay so much tax for that?
Every politician who claims to be in favor of "freedom", but cannot deal with the freedom to use what ever you like is a fraud.
> Self medicating drugs with high abuse potential is very risky.
Granted, but is it more or less risky for a person to remain severely depressed, if regular medications don't work?
Granted, but is it more or less risky for a person to remain severely depressed, if regular medications don't work?
People recovering from a major depressive episode are at a very high risk of suicide. People who are currently depressed are usually insufficiently motivated to kill themselves.
If we think ketamine therapy will soon be covered by insurance it may be lower risk to wait.
If we think ketamine therapy will soon be covered by insurance it may be lower risk to wait.
Okay, but one of those is a transition phase and the other is steady state.
Anyway, do you have a source for that?
Anyway, do you have a source for that?
> isn't ketamine treatment just taking it and letting the chemical work.
Generally, no. Self-administering a psychotherapeutic drug, while isolated and without training, can have the lowest likelyhood of a positive outcome.
Having an experienced guide or trained therapist present - someone to provide appropriate nudges/direction/counseling or sometimes just for company - this is where we often see experiences with huge, lasting benefits.
Generally, no. Self-administering a psychotherapeutic drug, while isolated and without training, can have the lowest likelyhood of a positive outcome.
Having an experienced guide or trained therapist present - someone to provide appropriate nudges/direction/counseling or sometimes just for company - this is where we often see experiences with huge, lasting benefits.
why are you saying "we"? The point of the ketamine treatment is because of an interaction in your brain's receptors, at least that's the theory. If its just chemical why is counseling necessary?
> why are you saying "we"?
Shorthand. You can substitute 'is', if that helps.
> If its just chemical why is counseling necessary?
It isn't just chemical.
Shorthand. You can substitute 'is', if that helps.
> If its just chemical why is counseling necessary?
It isn't just chemical.
We makes it sounds like your actively involved in giving this therapy and then in this case speaking from a position of authority.
Nothing Ive read suggests there is some talk therapy or integration side to this. Like some guides say close your eyes and listen to music. Almost everything I've read talks about its interaction with glutamate other chemicals.
Nothing Ive read suggests there is some talk therapy or integration side to this. Like some guides say close your eyes and listen to music. Almost everything I've read talks about its interaction with glutamate other chemicals.
Have you…done ketamine?
Ketamine can be intense. I would not like to take a clinical dose of K, while in a depressed state, sans supervision.
Ketamine can be intense. I would not like to take a clinical dose of K, while in a depressed state, sans supervision.
i actually have...
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/28749092/
> Ketamine is most commonly administered in the dose of 0.5 mg/kg, but some patients may respond to doses as low as 0.1 mg/kg, and others may require up to 0.75 mg/kg.
This is about 40mg for someone my size. Its not a khole
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/28749092/
> Ketamine is most commonly administered in the dose of 0.5 mg/kg, but some patients may respond to doses as low as 0.1 mg/kg, and others may require up to 0.75 mg/kg.
This is about 40mg for someone my size. Its not a khole
The recent wave of psychedelics being used to treat mental illnesses has been really interesting. I'm somewhat skeptical of the effects so I'm keen to see what long term research has to say, but I've read a few experiences like this about various psychedelics and it gives me enormous amounts of hope that there might be some answer to what seems like a problem we've been banging our heads against for the last few decades without any good answer.
Even if a small percentage of people have experiences like the author, I think that easily makes it worth pursuing this avenue.
Even if a small percentage of people have experiences like the author, I think that easily makes it worth pursuing this avenue.
> I'm somewhat skeptical of the effects
Can you elaborate?
Can you elaborate?
Sure! I just think the field is immature and dominated by anecdotal evidence, and especially only short term evidence. Plus I think there's some survivorship bias, people who don't have live changing experiences on these drugs rarely post about it and even when they do I doubt it'd end up in the New York Times.
I'm just trying to temper my expectations.
I'm just trying to temper my expectations.
If by "anecdotal," you mean personal stories, not medical studies, that's no longer true. There are many studies comparing psychedelics with conventional treatments for depression and PTSD (eg below). Psychedelics have been repeatedly shown to work faster, 'better,' and provide longer-lasting relief than conventional treatments. Indeed, some studies selected treatment-resistant cases, so results apply to cases in which mainstream treatments have already failed.
Additional monitoring and analysis are always needed, as with any medical treatment. Depression can be a fatal illness, so avoiding effective treatment until the field is more "mature" may cost lives.
3,4-methylenedioxymethamphetamine (MDMA)-assisted psychotherapy for post-traumatic stress disorder in military veterans, firefighters, and police officers: a randomised, double-blind, dose-response, phase 2 clinical trial https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/29728331/
Psilocybin with psychological support for treatment-resistant depression: six-month follow-up https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/29119217/
Here's a counter-example to my claim, FYI. Trial of Psilocybin versus Escitalopram for Depression https://www.nejm.org/doi/10.1056/NEJMoa2032994
Additional monitoring and analysis are always needed, as with any medical treatment. Depression can be a fatal illness, so avoiding effective treatment until the field is more "mature" may cost lives.
3,4-methylenedioxymethamphetamine (MDMA)-assisted psychotherapy for post-traumatic stress disorder in military veterans, firefighters, and police officers: a randomised, double-blind, dose-response, phase 2 clinical trial https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/29728331/
Psilocybin with psychological support for treatment-resistant depression: six-month follow-up https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/29119217/
Here's a counter-example to my claim, FYI. Trial of Psilocybin versus Escitalopram for Depression https://www.nejm.org/doi/10.1056/NEJMoa2032994
Thanks for the links. I remember reading some of these kinds of studies were approved, but hadn't realised there were some already concluded. The results are certainly promising!
The last psilocybin one is interesting. I listened to a podcast with a psychiatrist who was doing a study of treating depression with psilocybin and he believed the effectiveness was in a handful of therapy sessions with large doses, rather than a series of smaller ones. Perhaps that could explain the last paper you shared.
The last psilocybin one is interesting. I listened to a podcast with a psychiatrist who was doing a study of treating depression with psilocybin and he believed the effectiveness was in a handful of therapy sessions with large doses, rather than a series of smaller ones. Perhaps that could explain the last paper you shared.
I did ketamine IV treatment and was told in the clinic about 1/3 have a good response, 1/3 have a partial response, and 1/3 have no response. Sadly I didn't have a response :( The IV thing is problematic and nasal spray should be more widely available and available at ERs. It's being underused and has a lot of barriers around it as of now.
Another option that’s becoming available is lozenges.
How many treatments have you had? Did you go into the “k-hole”? It seems that having the right setting and the state of mind matters. Doctors are still doing a lot of guesswork and stumbling around to find the most effective approach.
How many treatments have you had? Did you go into the “k-hole”? It seems that having the right setting and the state of mind matters. Doctors are still doing a lot of guesswork and stumbling around to find the most effective approach.
The therapeutic treatments aren't meant to go into the "k-hole", they are lower dose in comparison. I did feel woozy, drugged, and mildly dissasociated after the IV and needed a bit of help getting up right after. Something that may have interfered was that I was scheduled for IVs 3 times a week but they were down to 2x per week because it was during the holidays, which kind of sucks. This was done in a hospital setting so it's very clinical and this particular one was right next to the ECT room so it wasn't exactly chill. However I'm used to being in clinical settings and didn't mind it much.
Maybe try purchasing a gram or two on the street/dark web?
Not ideal, but if it has the potential to change your life for the better, the risk is probably worth it.
Not ideal, but if it has the potential to change your life for the better, the risk is probably worth it.
ketamine has a lot of potential for abuse, especially for those with severe depression. it is why it is only allowed to be administered in a clinical setting.
Ketamine has much lower potential for addiction than, say, alcohol or opiates.
I know you’re trying to be helpful, but please do realize everyone has a different sensitivity for addiction. Just suggesting OP should then get it elsewhere can become the opposite you’re trying to do
Yeah, and making comparisons to alcohol and opiates isn't exactly a high bar to begin with.
And gp is also not suggesting the original commenter go drinking or shoot up heroin either.
Dark net market products are more scams than not these days. I wouldn't recommend unless there is a referral from someone you trust.
Devil is in the details, the fact that the author remembers their state of mind is odd. Because currently most of the clinics co-administer a benzodiazepine (midazolam) with ketamine, which actually is used for its amnesiac effects.
Also, although assumed to be transformational, there are now indicators that ketamine’s anti-depressive effects might be tied to the opioid system of the brain, rather than the psychedelic, altered-state experiences, which most patients don't remember anyway.
Finally, the article peculiarly omits if they have been in ongoing ketamine therapy since that time frame. Phrasing neither denies or confirms this;
> In May 2021, 15 years after dropping out of high school, five years after beginning ketamine treatment, I graduated from college.
Don't get me wrong, I'm happy that they have found a treatment that works, and it might as well be rational to use this therapy to ratchet out of a deep disease state. But we also need a balanced account of the durability of the effects, its downstream consequences and therefore a better idea of its mechanism of action. Without such an account, uppers like amphetamines and cocaine would also be considered to "treat" depression, except for terribly short durations and with unsustainable side-effects. To what degree ketamine is different, we are yet to find out.
Also, although assumed to be transformational, there are now indicators that ketamine’s anti-depressive effects might be tied to the opioid system of the brain, rather than the psychedelic, altered-state experiences, which most patients don't remember anyway.
Finally, the article peculiarly omits if they have been in ongoing ketamine therapy since that time frame. Phrasing neither denies or confirms this;
> In May 2021, 15 years after dropping out of high school, five years after beginning ketamine treatment, I graduated from college.
Don't get me wrong, I'm happy that they have found a treatment that works, and it might as well be rational to use this therapy to ratchet out of a deep disease state. But we also need a balanced account of the durability of the effects, its downstream consequences and therefore a better idea of its mechanism of action. Without such an account, uppers like amphetamines and cocaine would also be considered to "treat" depression, except for terribly short durations and with unsustainable side-effects. To what degree ketamine is different, we are yet to find out.
Huh? Most clinics definitely do not co-administer benzodiazepines.
What’s your reference to patients not remembering their experiences?
What’s your reference to ketamine being tied to the opioid system? Never heard that. In fact there is a lot of research that shows it works differently.
Honestly, your comment seems totally misinformed. It’s like you’re just confusing ketamine with some other drug.
What’s your reference to patients not remembering their experiences?
What’s your reference to ketamine being tied to the opioid system? Never heard that. In fact there is a lot of research that shows it works differently.
Honestly, your comment seems totally misinformed. It’s like you’re just confusing ketamine with some other drug.
> Most clinics definitely do not co-administer benzodiazepines.
You're welcome to call and conduct your own survey, I have no way to document mine for you.
Clinics don't tend to detail their procedures at this level online but I found a random internet one for you: https://www.universityhealthsystem.com/~/media/files/clinica.... You should check page 8, item b "Prior to administration of the first bolus, patients will receive midazolam 1 mg IV push."
> What’s your reference to patients not remembering their experiences?
That's what versed (midazolam) specifically does. It is used in other outpatient procedures like endoscopies too.
> What’s your reference to ketamine being tied to the opioid system? Never heard that.
Literally the first Google result for "ketamine opioid" is https://med.stanford.edu/news/all-news/2018/08/ketamines-ant.... There is tons of other primary research too.
> Honestly, your comment seems totally misinformed.
Sorry to hear you feel that way but I know what I am talking about. I wish you researched a bit more on your own before writing your comment.
You're welcome to call and conduct your own survey, I have no way to document mine for you.
Clinics don't tend to detail their procedures at this level online but I found a random internet one for you: https://www.universityhealthsystem.com/~/media/files/clinica.... You should check page 8, item b "Prior to administration of the first bolus, patients will receive midazolam 1 mg IV push."
> What’s your reference to patients not remembering their experiences?
That's what versed (midazolam) specifically does. It is used in other outpatient procedures like endoscopies too.
> What’s your reference to ketamine being tied to the opioid system? Never heard that.
Literally the first Google result for "ketamine opioid" is https://med.stanford.edu/news/all-news/2018/08/ketamines-ant.... There is tons of other primary research too.
> Honestly, your comment seems totally misinformed.
Sorry to hear you feel that way but I know what I am talking about. I wish you researched a bit more on your own before writing your comment.
> Literally the first Google result for "ketamine opioid" is https://med.stanford.edu/news/all-news/2018/08/ketamines-ant.... There is tons of other primary research too.
Read the responses to this paper. It has been pretty much debunked. As summarized here: https://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/full/10.1111/pcn.12902
“ However, there has been much debate about this paper.217-221 In contrast, pilot data from Yale University demonstrated that pretreatment with naltrexone did not affect the antidepressant actions of ketamine in patients with depression and alcohol use disorder.222-224 Further clinical trials using a large sample size are needed to better understand whether opioid receptor activation is necessary for ketamine’s antidepressant actions in patients with depression.
Recently, we reported that naltrexone did not block the rapid-acting and sustained antidepressant effects of ketamine in a CSDS model or LPS-induced inflammation model.225 If opioid receptors are implicated in the antidepressant actions of ketamine, (S)-ketamine must be more potent than (R)-ketamine in animal models of depression. Therefore, the opioid receptor system might not play a role in ketamine’s antidepressant actions.225”
Read the responses to this paper. It has been pretty much debunked. As summarized here: https://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/full/10.1111/pcn.12902
“ However, there has been much debate about this paper.217-221 In contrast, pilot data from Yale University demonstrated that pretreatment with naltrexone did not affect the antidepressant actions of ketamine in patients with depression and alcohol use disorder.222-224 Further clinical trials using a large sample size are needed to better understand whether opioid receptor activation is necessary for ketamine’s antidepressant actions in patients with depression.
Recently, we reported that naltrexone did not block the rapid-acting and sustained antidepressant effects of ketamine in a CSDS model or LPS-induced inflammation model.225 If opioid receptors are implicated in the antidepressant actions of ketamine, (S)-ketamine must be more potent than (R)-ketamine in animal models of depression. Therefore, the opioid receptor system might not play a role in ketamine’s antidepressant actions.225”
> Read the responses to this paper. It has been pretty much debunked.
I'm impressed with your transition from "I've never heard research on ketamine's opioid activity" to "it is pretty much debunked". I suggest you read a bit more and watch for confirmation bias.
I'm impressed with your transition from "I've never heard research on ketamine's opioid activity" to "it is pretty much debunked". I suggest you read a bit more and watch for confirmation bias.
If ketamine treatment is the best thing available to you today, it's better than nothing, but is more business-aligned than patient-aligned and representative of the problem with U.S. healthcare in that it profits by treating illness rather than attempts to cure it. Ketamine treatment involves a series of front-loaded sessions (6) and periodic sessions, and costs thousands of dollars. This is a dream come true for business as it gets desperate, committed customers for an indefinite period of time.
On the other hand, psilocybin-assisted therapy involves two sessions three weeks apart and a series of regular therapy sessions leading up to and following trips. Psilocybin + therapy offers the potential of cognitive changes lasting far longer than those available from ketamine.
Aside from these two, MDMA-assisted therapy is having phenomenal gains for treating PTSD, and ibogaine for treating addiction (psilocybin can cure certain addictions, too).
On the other hand, psilocybin-assisted therapy involves two sessions three weeks apart and a series of regular therapy sessions leading up to and following trips. Psilocybin + therapy offers the potential of cognitive changes lasting far longer than those available from ketamine.
Aside from these two, MDMA-assisted therapy is having phenomenal gains for treating PTSD, and ibogaine for treating addiction (psilocybin can cure certain addictions, too).
Well many people experience depression at some point, but "severe depression" doesn't affect a lot of patients.
Also, this comes off with a lot of survivor bias, all I can read is "ketamine made me superman".
It's important to remember that modern anti-depressants regulate serotonin and act on the same receptors than psilocybin and other psychedelics that are told to treat depression.
I would rather trust a medical doctor and science than follow an internet trend that encourage the use of drugs. I'm suspecting some have things to gain from drug trafficking, and so they spread information about those substance being better than listening to a doctor. Sorry but I prefer listening to my skepticism.
Also, this comes off with a lot of survivor bias, all I can read is "ketamine made me superman".
It's important to remember that modern anti-depressants regulate serotonin and act on the same receptors than psilocybin and other psychedelics that are told to treat depression.
I would rather trust a medical doctor and science than follow an internet trend that encourage the use of drugs. I'm suspecting some have things to gain from drug trafficking, and so they spread information about those substance being better than listening to a doctor. Sorry but I prefer listening to my skepticism.
If you're interested in the history of ketamine (and its subsequent use by the intelligence apparatuses of several nation-states), I cannot recommend this podcast highly enough https://soundcloud.com/inpatientradio/psychotropic-golgotha-...
I think the most intriguing thing I took away from it was that the Esalen Institute was one of the first ketamine clinics - while at the same time hosting backchannel talks between KGB and CIA agents.
I think the most intriguing thing I took away from it was that the Esalen Institute was one of the first ketamine clinics - while at the same time hosting backchannel talks between KGB and CIA agents.
I actually got more interested in pranayama and breathing techniques after some experiences with N2O, nitrous oxide.
It helped me quite a lot at one point, and I have a theory that some of its dissociative effects are a similar mechanism as ketamine.
I would really love to do some more research on the link between the 3, but I feel incredibly out of my depth.
It helped me quite a lot at one point, and I have a theory that some of its dissociative effects are a similar mechanism as ketamine.
I would really love to do some more research on the link between the 3, but I feel incredibly out of my depth.
I have tried all medicines that traditional psychiatry has to offer, and none of them have worked for me. Should I aim for Ketamine next, or Psilocybin?
There's no clear, one-size-fits-all answer to this.
The antidepressant effects of ketamine seem to be more short-lived (though not in everyone... for some there is a long-lasting effect).
Psilocybin therapy seems to have a more long-lasting effect, and some people only need one to three treatments to never need it again, vs ketamine for which many people need many (perhaps indefinite) treatments.
Then there are legal issues to consider. In the US, at least, ketamine can be used legally as off-label treatment for depression. As far as I know that's not the case for psilocybin yet, though you could get legal psilocybin therapy if you're part of a research study.
It's also possible to get psychedelic therapy from an underground therapist.. or maybe you're in a country where it's legal.
I'd suggest finding out as much as you can about both ketamine and psilocybin use in treating depression. There have been a lot of studies done on both, and a lot of good information about this.
The antidepressant effects of ketamine seem to be more short-lived (though not in everyone... for some there is a long-lasting effect).
Psilocybin therapy seems to have a more long-lasting effect, and some people only need one to three treatments to never need it again, vs ketamine for which many people need many (perhaps indefinite) treatments.
Then there are legal issues to consider. In the US, at least, ketamine can be used legally as off-label treatment for depression. As far as I know that's not the case for psilocybin yet, though you could get legal psilocybin therapy if you're part of a research study.
It's also possible to get psychedelic therapy from an underground therapist.. or maybe you're in a country where it's legal.
I'd suggest finding out as much as you can about both ketamine and psilocybin use in treating depression. There have been a lot of studies done on both, and a lot of good information about this.
I’m not a doctor but here is a decent summary: https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-lucid-mind/20210...
Psilocybin needs to be taken with therapy treatment unless you're highly skilled with self-therapy. It opens pathways for change, but you still have to do the work to change your thought patterns. The work is started during the trip but follows during integration therapy.
I thought Ketamine was a street (illegal) drug - and people on here are talking about it being available OTC - am I missing something here?
It's a common pharmaceutical, manufactured and distributed like many others.
Schedule 3 in the USA, so less controlled than, say, Adderall (Schedule 2).
Schedule 3 in the USA, so less controlled than, say, Adderall (Schedule 2).
I got ketamine for a wisdom tooth removal. I definitely had a psychedelic experience, with the nurses around me seemingly moving back and forth in time, but to be honest I'm not sure how something like that is supposed to effect my longterm mental health. It's just not that big a deal. I'm personally skeptical of this.
I suffer from chronic pain, and marijuana makes my pain significantly worse.
That means that cannabis does not work for my pain, but it means nothing with regard to its effectiveness for others. The same is true of your experience with Ketamine.
That means that cannabis does not work for my pain, but it means nothing with regard to its effectiveness for others. The same is true of your experience with Ketamine.
"I'm not sure how something like that is supposed to effect my longterm mental health."
No one knows. It's one of the biggest and most interesting open questions regarding psychedelics: how and why do they work?
What there is a lot of evidence for is that they seem to help a lot of people with very severe depression. The people involved in such studies tend to be ones that have had severe depression for a very long time and have tried many different treatments without success, some including trying electro-convulsive therapy (ECT.. or what used to be known as electroshock therapy), and some of which had had multiple suicide attempts... and psychedelics have helped a significant number of such people -- not everyone, but many.
Another big open question is why it helps some people but not others.
No one knows. It's one of the biggest and most interesting open questions regarding psychedelics: how and why do they work?
What there is a lot of evidence for is that they seem to help a lot of people with very severe depression. The people involved in such studies tend to be ones that have had severe depression for a very long time and have tried many different treatments without success, some including trying electro-convulsive therapy (ECT.. or what used to be known as electroshock therapy), and some of which had had multiple suicide attempts... and psychedelics have helped a significant number of such people -- not everyone, but many.
Another big open question is why it helps some people but not others.
Ketamine mostly likely doesn't help depression because of being a psychadelic, but rather it's a coincidence that it's a psychadelic. This is much like SSRIs, which also seem to only work as antidepressants as a side effect, not because of messing with serotonin.
> Ketamine mostly likely doesn't help depression because of being a psychadelic
You may have this backward. Ketamine might not be a psychedelic drug but can yield similar positive outcomes.
ref: https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-lucid-mind/20210...
You may have this backward. Ketamine might not be a psychedelic drug but can yield similar positive outcomes.
ref: https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-lucid-mind/20210...
The placebo effect has similar outcomes
https://www.newscientist.com/article/2269908-benefits-of-mic...
https://www.newscientist.com/article/2269908-benefits-of-mic...
The article you link to is about microdosing, which is completely different than psychedelic therapy.
It is psychedelic therapy, not microdosing, which has had many studies showing a profound positive effect on depression.
It is psychedelic therapy, not microdosing, which has had many studies showing a profound positive effect on depression.
This is an anecdote from someone who is not depressed (as far as you've stated). It means nothing about ketamine's effectiveness.
Your experience is completely different. You were not depressed, were you? What did you expect it’d for you then?
When I take mushrooms I don't have deep experiences. But I usually feel better for weeks after. I think it highly depends on the person but there are enough people describing the benefits they are getting. So it should be taken seriously.
It might be just a matter of terminology, but this comment has me confused.
Could you please give a counter-example of what has actually triggered a deep experience for you. Was it an even more potent psychedelic? Or do you just not consider this kind of experience deep? Or perhaps your dosage was very low?
For anybody who is reading naively, don't assume that you won't have a deep experience. Of course ymmv, but the consensus seems to be very different from my parent. Be advised not to take it lightly.
Could you please give a counter-example of what has actually triggered a deep experience for you. Was it an even more potent psychedelic? Or do you just not consider this kind of experience deep? Or perhaps your dosage was very low?
For anybody who is reading naively, don't assume that you won't have a deep experience. Of course ymmv, but the consensus seems to be very different from my parent. Be advised not to take it lightly.
Ketamine allows me to view my reactions to every/all stimuli without a default/reactionary emotional impulse.
It's incredible for identifying & working on your emotional 'triggers'.
Aside: many folks aren't aware ketamine is fairly non-recreational (e.g. zero euphoria)
It's incredible for identifying & working on your emotional 'triggers'.
Aside: many folks aren't aware ketamine is fairly non-recreational (e.g. zero euphoria)
Non-recreational? :)
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This seems completely insane, especially as the cost of ketamine itself is supposed to be negligible, and what you're paying for is the therapy.. but the therapists role in the treatment is itself virtually nonexistant.. they just hang out and let the medicine do the work (or, in the case of lozenges that patients take a home all they do is write a prescription).
When you factor in that most people who treat their depression with ketamine have to come back again and again every week or two (possibly for the rest of their life), this is a HUGE money maker for ketamine clinics and I don't see how it wouldn't send any but the richest among us in to the poor house.
I've heard some psychiatrists and psychedlic therapy advocates express concern about this and say they want to find some way of making sure that everyone who needs help gets it, regardless of their financial situation, but I don't know if anything ever came of that. AFAIK ketamine treatment is still not covered by insurance.
All the ketamine clinics springing up like mushrooms after the rain seem like a big money grab, and I can't believe they couldn't make the treatments orders of magnitude cheaper.