This can be a result of burnout or frustration with the industry. This happened to me with infosec/hacking. Used to love it then felt so over it. Take a break from it atleast in your personal time with side projects take a break. Try get yourself up and healthy again.
Found a hidden storage room in the wall next to a kitchen in a church when I was younger.
A friend of mine showed me a room he found under their house in a basement(which isn't common in South Africa) in the storeoom he found a bunch of unlicensed firearms. Think they belonged to his dad, but there were so full of dust even if the police had found them they might have thought they belonged to a previous owner.