I recommend following Muslim Kurdish scholar. In his large collection of work, he tried to answer questions: who am I? Where I came from? And where am I going? Start with chapter 10 of "The Words" book. If you like that chapter, read chapter 17 (17th word). If that make you introspect more then read chapter 24th. Chapter 24 will take you to the beginning (Chapter 1)--The First Word.
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