I honestly think the problem is you are just a lot smarter than I am.
I find these tools wonderful but I am a lazy, college drop out of the most average intelligence, a very shitty programmer who would never get paid to write code.
I am intellectually curious though and these tools help me level up closer to someone like you.
Of course, if I had 30 more IQ points I wouldn't need these tools but I don't have 30 more IQ points.
I am sure there are ways to test this but I wouldn't trust myself. Not to mention the illegality of it.
At this point, it is simply criminal MDMA is not available for therapy the way ketamine is.